[No, seriously, what? All his thoughts stop with that question, even with Hunk's fingers delicately wrapping against his chest and sides and he'd kind of started focusing on that.]
No, it's... I'm not.
[Fuck. Fuck words, fuck not being able to just directly beam his thoughts to Hunk without having to verbalize them fully. If Yellow were up, they could try that but nooo he had to get her shot with whatever that thing was. That's his fault. He got Hunk's lion trashed.
Keith keeps a hand on Hunk's arm and sits back again when he's done.]
I'm not good with people. [There's a no brainer. He's always been alone, except when Shiro was with him before. But any time he wasn't?] I'm not used to teams or- or people having my back besides Shiro.
It's not you guys. I was finally feeling like I got the hang of all this [he gestures to everything around them] and... Then it all changed again. [When Shiro disappeared. When Keith's role in the team changed, against his will. He didn't want this.
He looks Hunk squarely in the eyes. He needs Hunk to know he means this.]
I promise, it's not anything wrong with you. I'm just used to doing everything alone.
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Date: 2017-08-19 05:00 am (UTC)[No, seriously, what? All his thoughts stop with that question, even with Hunk's fingers delicately wrapping against his chest and sides and he'd kind of started focusing on that.]
No, it's... I'm not.
[Fuck. Fuck words, fuck not being able to just directly beam his thoughts to Hunk without having to verbalize them fully. If Yellow were up, they could try that but nooo he had to get her shot with whatever that thing was. That's his fault. He got Hunk's lion trashed.
Keith keeps a hand on Hunk's arm and sits back again when he's done.]
I'm not good with people. [There's a no brainer. He's always been alone, except when Shiro was with him before. But any time he wasn't?] I'm not used to teams or- or people having my back besides Shiro.
It's not you guys. I was finally feeling like I got the hang of all this [he gestures to everything around them] and... Then it all changed again. [When Shiro disappeared. When Keith's role in the team changed, against his will. He didn't want this.
He looks Hunk squarely in the eyes. He needs Hunk to know he means this.]
I promise, it's not anything wrong with you. I'm just used to doing everything alone.
[The Garrison after Shiro left.
The shack in the desert.
Searching for Shiro in all that debris.]