[Still feeling ridiculous, still feeling childish, Sorey allows himself a moment to press his face against Dezel's collarbone and just. Feel sad. He needs to let himself feel these emotions; denying them would be denying himself, denying the reality of the situation and to be honest not only is that something he wants to avoid, it's just something he's tired of.
Dezel's fingers slip through his hair and Sorey lets himself cry, quiet but no less heartfelt, until he feels the sorrow bleed itself from his heart as it's slowly replaced with a low-simmering gratitude.
She came to see him before she passed. The imagined hand he thought he'd felt on his forehead wasn't so imagined after all. And she's sounded...peaceful. Satisfied in a way she never had when he'd known her.
Sorey picks himself up from Dezel's chest, sitting upright and searching for a clean spot on his tabard to wipe his eyes with. He needs to clean this, it's a gift from Alisha...he should be more careful with it...] I'm gl- glad she passed peacefully. That she had a family.
[He hesitates, not for himself but because he knows it must be a delicate topic for Dezel, but decides in the end that maybe he should put a little more faith in the strength of Dezel's heart.] And...Rose too?
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Date: 2016-10-04 04:36 am (UTC)Dezel's fingers slip through his hair and Sorey lets himself cry, quiet but no less heartfelt, until he feels the sorrow bleed itself from his heart as it's slowly replaced with a low-simmering gratitude.
She came to see him before she passed. The imagined hand he thought he'd felt on his forehead wasn't so imagined after all. And she's sounded...peaceful. Satisfied in a way she never had when he'd known her.
Sorey picks himself up from Dezel's chest, sitting upright and searching for a clean spot on his tabard to wipe his eyes with. He needs to clean this, it's a gift from Alisha...he should be more careful with it...] I'm gl- glad she passed peacefully. That she had a family.
[He hesitates, not for himself but because he knows it must be a delicate topic for Dezel, but decides in the end that maybe he should put a little more faith in the strength of Dezel's heart.] And...Rose too?